Stefania Grosso
“The verses too are happy when people meet”. This is what Kiko
Sarjelic, ghost and absent numen of the city, thought and wanted for
the rebirth of Sarajevo. What is left when a war, a siege, ends?
Sarajevo in the mirror. The anwer unfortunately is not “nothing”. The
answer is: memories, fear, ghosts, grievances, anger, rubble, ruins,
poverty. In Sarajevo there is a silence, empty but fraught with all
this. With all that remains. It is necessary to keep on going. God
knows how, but many manage to. Many manage not to turn to Mount Igman
with horror, to live a normal life. To smile, to have children, to fall
in love, to play. Even to see pyramids (yes, pyramids) where there used
to be only Serbian posts. So Sarajevo, ten years after Dayton, is a
capital where “international” does not only mean peace force or UNO
agencies, but also turism, intellectual exchange, meetings. The
International Poetry Meeting, the Jazz Festival, the Film Festival, the
Kletzmer Festival, the “Sarajevo Winter” Festival. The International
poetry meeting (in October) was an important occasion to organize an
big, brilliant, amusing event. People attended from all over the world
(or from some parts of the world at least). From the Uniteds States,
from Cyprus, from Lebanon, from Spain, from Italy, from Croatia. Four
days during which it seemed to make sense to declaim the verses of
Ungaretti, Bekett, or to have Jerry Aronson’s documentary, The
life and Times of Allen Ginsberg, shown. Hearing the old beat of drug
and delirium, peace and destruction, artificial paradises and real
hells sung in Sarajevo is odd, it sounds like the umpeenth oxymoron,
the umpteenth contraddiction, the last folly and, at the same time, the
last (and most of all, the only) hope.
The proposal of culture. Possibly the same spirit inspires all the
cultural events that fill the evenings in Sarajevo: an attempt among
others to try and be a normal city, a place like others, an
unremarkable capital. But when, after a few days, the events close
down, a slight bitter taste is left in the mouth. As always, after all.
But in Sarajevo it’s a little different. Only here, when the
loudspeakers fall silent, you can hear once again the heavy silence of
a city that is still stunned and incredulous. Where people feign
a normality that really still does not exist.
The city still looks wounded, the memory of the horror still alive and
the smell of fear still pungent. The dismay, the surprise for what
suddenly was happening is still alive:”my best friend made me drink my
blood as though I were a soup”, Marko Vesovic recited. Ten years later
it still is not easy to turn over a new leaf, it is not easy to really
meet each other, and when the noise stops the silence is deafening.
Looking at Sarajevo. A western world that wants to get closer to the
Balcans and understand its dynamics meets quite a few obstacles. First
of all it is necessary to overcome the sterotype, the prejudice: the
image of the Balcans as the chosen land of irrationality and suspention
from (and of) reality in favour of a dream-like dimension where
everything is clouded, incoherent, discordant. Once the prejudice has
been overcome, there is the reality. Which is indeed difficult and
never looks you in the eye. Those who are twenty years old in Sarajevo
today very probably spent their childhood abroad. More or less at
twelve, thirteen years of age they had to escape to Italy, to the
United States, to Germany, countries which had suddenly become the
refuge for those who managed, more or less eventfully, to leave the
dead end that Sarajevo had become. When the war ended almost all of
them came back, convinced that this would be it. It was their turn: if
they believed in their country, their country would believe in them.
Big mistake. Bosnia today seem to have no use for its young people.
Data relative to the rate of unemployment have a convulsive element
about them. We’re speaking of unemployment rates of 50-60 percent.
A generation at the window. There are no investments, structures,
capitals. The unemployment rates are probably approximated by defect
because they take into consideration people who are actively looking
for work, who are written up in the unemployment lists, who lost a job,
but not those who never had a job, nor those who work in the informal
economy, nor again those, and there are many of them, who, disheartened
and tired, do not even look for a job. Although most of the time they
are qualified young people, the likelihood of their finding even a
short-term job is small. The result is that many quite simply wait.
They don’t do anything. “I read books, I watch films” is the answer to
the trite question “What do you do?”. In the meantime pubs are already
full on Monday morning. In Bosnia, like in Italy and anywhere else,
unemployment can only bring two main results: a practically
unexaustible supply of manpower for petty crime and organized
criminality, and, on the other hand, a haemorrhage of young people,
both intellectual and work force, who are ready –once again- to leave
Bosnia. Surveys carried out in the Balcans show, again and again, that
50-70 percent of young people would leave their country at the first
occasion, driven by poverty or unemployment.
The reasons? Too many. It’s perfunctory and superficial to lay all the
blame on the war which, although devastating, ended ten years ago. The
local economies were not able to rebuild themselves in efficient ways
and they were not able to give themselves an impulse that could in its
turn create new jobs. The work that the war took away was never
replaced and the rebuilding that was actually carried out only involved
few, a very few, privileged people. So every morning there are many who
queue in front of consulates to ask for a visa (which they have very
few possibilities of obtaining) that might open for them the doors to
Italy, Germany, Austria, Spain. In the meantime they wait.